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Low Flying Planes, Subway Trains and Automobiles April 28, 2009


Our memories do not lie dormant forever. Whether happy times, sad times, or simply unpleasant details, our collection of events will always be with us. Waiting to be triggered by sights, sounds, and smells.

I have always been fascinated by trains, especially subway cars. Commuting suits my need to people watch. It was the safest place I could be, high above the buildings in Chicago. I would get as close to the conductor as I could and take every stop, every curve with him.. I wanted to be him. Things changed for me one day, There was a terrible accident involving two Chicago Transit Authority (CTA) “L” trains. Feb. 4, 1977, during the evening rush hour one elevated train plowed into the rear of another at the corner of Lake Street and Wabash Avenue, 11 passengers died and another 180 were injured. It was the worst subway accident in Chicago history. Photos of the “L” cars dangling from the tracks persisted in my memory for months. Mother could not get me near another “L” and if I did occasionally take one, it had to be underground. No elevated trains “Not in the air” I would say.

She worried that I would never see my favorite places again. The Museum of Science and Industry was a pain to get to by bus. By 1979, I had not been to the museum for two years. Their was an elevated train track near my school. The Douglass “B” train as it was called then (Now the Blue Line). I would only walk under the tracks if a train was not coming. If a train passed, mom and I would stand stationary a kazillion feel back until it passed. Unexpectedly as we were walking under the tracks one afternoon, my hand in hers, Mom stopped.

1977 Chicago "L" train Crash

1977 Chicago "L" train Crash

“Why are we stopping?” I asked.

“I think I dropped something,” she answered looking at the ground.

She would not let go of my hand. All I could think of was that a train would be coming over our head soon. Not letting go of my hand didn’t help. I couldn’t run. Sure enough a train came and she would not release my hand.

“Stand still. Nothing is going to happen” .

And it did not.

“See” she said raising her eyebrows, “It did not fall. That was something that happens only once.”

That weekend I went to the Museum Of Science and Industry. We took the train. I rode with my eyes closed most of the way but I got there safely, went to see the Fairy Castle and the Circus exhibit. I came home too. No “L” crash.

Lesson learned: face your fears.

Years later I lived in New York City during 9/11. It was an event that I later developed panic disorder from. I would take the subway to work always running late, never prepared with a book. I needed to pass the time away. I did this by looking up at the advertisements making words out of the words they contained. Other times I would just sit thinking of nothing. Outside the train was endless black tunnel. I turn my face towards the window to see me looking back at me in the glass. Then the train slows down.

What’s wrong? I smell smoke. Or do I? Do I have my Xanax? Oh Shit, I left it on the night table..Be calm Afrocity. I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE. My knees start to shake.

This is different from the Chicago “L” trauma. In New York, my fear had company. Everyone looked nervous. Despite our collective perseverance since the horrible events of 11 September 2001, we were still paralyzed and bound by collective fear.

There is no doubt that we each have our own mental archive of imagery, sounds, triggers that function in different ways but that trauma is indeed collective.

It does not matter if that collective trauma involves the Holocaust; the after effects of slavery, the Vietnam War, an exodus from Cuba, the riots of 1969, apartheid. No matter what it is still there and is that groups to own. The Obama administration has the propensity to forget that we remember. We will never forget.


At the heart of yesterday’s ill conceived low flying aerial photo op in New York City serves as a reminder of our collective tragedy and the troubling ignorance and disrespect for historical fact that persists within the ranks of Obama’s White House. The perceived external threats in our current “post 9/11 era” include Iran, Al Qaeda, China, Hamas. Comparatively, according to the genius of Janet Napolitano, United States Secretary of Homeland Security, America’s perceived internal threats include, former military personnel, and anyone with a faded McCain/Palin bumper sticker on their car.

Who is surprised that they forgot that we NEVER FORGET?


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Recriminations fly after NYC jet flyover photo op


It was supposed to be a photo op that captured images of an Air Force One plane with a majestic Statue of Liberty in the background. Instead, it turned into a public relations nightmare that led to recriminations from the president and mayor and prompted thousands other to ask, “What were they thinking?”

Just before the workday began on Monday, an airliner and supersonic fighter jet zoomed past the lower Manhattan skyline. Within minutes, startled financial workers streamed out of their offices, fearing a nightmarish replay of Sept. 11.

For a half-hour, the Boeing 747 and F-16 jet circled the Statue of Liberty and the Financial District near the World Trade Center site. Offices evacuated. Dispatchers were inundated with calls. Witnesses thought the planes were flying dangerously low.

But the flyover was nothing but a photo op, apparently one of a series of flights to get pictures of the plane in front of national landmarks.


How does one get over 9/11? You don’t. There are times when my day gets off to a leisurely start. I wake up slowly. I drink my tomato juice, turn on Fox and Friends, feed the cats, humming a tune from The Smiths or Steely Dan. Everything is bright and normal. This lasts until I glance at the digital clock on my microwave and it says 9:11. Damn! I stop whatever I am doing and a ritual follows. I get down on my knees and pray for the victims, their families, and continued peace in America. At 9:12, I start my day again.

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14 Responses to “Low Flying Planes, Subway Trains and Automobiles”

  1. Geoff Says:

    What makes me upset is that, while no Photoshop ninja, I know I could superimpose Air Force 1 over any number of monuments, landmarks and the like, and make it look passable. Someone with actual training could make it look perfect.

    And it would save the taxpayer an untold amount of money ($56,000 or so per hour multiplied by however many landmarks they choose to do). Fiscal responsibility aside, the fact is that this was ill-conceived, ill-planned, and completely unnecessary. It would be nice to see someone fall on their sword for this, but I have no expectation that someone will be held to account.

  2. edgeoforever Says:

    And you thought we can’t get greater imbeciles in the White House than we had. Well….Yes, we can!

  3. boldandbald Says:

    The thing that gets me? Someone, several someones in fact, actually thought this was a good idea. How did that conversation go, anyway?

    Idiot #1: OK, we need to get some new pictures of Air Force One. Any suggestions?
    Idiot #2: How about we get pictures of it flying over historic national monuments? It would have to be real, though. You know, for authenticity sake.
    Idiot #3: Yeah, like the Statue of Liberty.
    #1: I like that. We could fly low over the city and get some real nice shots with the New York skyline behind it.
    #2: Should we notify anyone?
    #3: Absolutely not. Imagine the publicity nightmare. No One will notice.
    #1: Great! Let’s do it!

    Our country is being run by a bunch of third graders.

    • afrocity Says:

      B&B don’t say that , it only makes me more paranoid than I already am. This administration is going to drop the ball someplace BIG. I am not talking giving Omaha Steaks to a vegan prime minister or anything. I mean BIG.

      • boldandbald Says:

        I had Omaha Steaks last night. Cooked them on my new propane grill. Yummmmm.

        He didn’t really do that, did he? Not that I would be shocked, but if he did I might have to adjust that last sentence to “Our country is being run by a bunch of second graders.”

      • afrocity Says:

        No, I was just being sarcastic. I have never tried Omaha steaks. I have heard they are delicious.

      • Deathknyte Says:

        What are Omaha steaks?

      • Geoff Says:

        Omaha Steaks are damn fine steaks available via internet and in some stores…worth the money.

  4. donnadarko Says:

    The “L” train disaster in 1977. I didn’t stand on/under Wabash for a few years after that.

  5. manbearpig68 Says:

    I would like to hear a lot of people’s reaction to the fly over in NYC with a short background on their political views. My guess is there was a lot of liberals that were terrified. I think people in certain places do forget. Maybe liberals forget.. Maybe in Manhattan the case is that so many people move in and out of that borough that the memories are very short.. A person who lived through seeing 9/11 has to have their head up their ass to keep the global outlook like Obamabats… There are many patriots in NYC but most of them live in the other four boroughs.. NYC post 9/11 was a complete police state and everybody was in fear. Military at every bridge and tunnel, at every major train station, restrictive regulations, etc.. The majority of Manhattan forgot about it a few years later. The rest of NYC and tristate area did not..

  6. kimberly Says:

    i find your post to be very moving. I saw the pic of the airplain flying over NY and it gives me chills. When i heard about the whole incident i was deaply troubled about the carelessness and ignorace in White House. How could anyone see this as a good idea….

    my prayers go out to EVERYONE that lives and is effected by the 9/11 attacks. *God Bless*

  7. Rose Says:

    You’re right. You don’t get over 9/11. Even if you thought you had, that airplane buzzing those buildings brought out the most visceral response. Feelings long buried, returned with a vengeance.

  8. scrubs57 Says:

    Good post, afrocity. PBO and his administration are absolutely clueless.

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